Nothing in particular

So, it has been quite a while since I've written a blog. I haven't even been on blog spot to write a blog. My original intention was to blog often. Unfortunately, I'm a procrastinator and I have a tendency not to stick to things. So, I'm sure you are wondering what could have possibly brought me back to the art of blogging. Well.... the answer is Yahoo. You know how everytime you get on Yahoo to check your email there are those little tidbits of news or random articles that come up. Well I saw one for how to make some extra money. #1 was blogging. So, apparently you can make money off of this little hobby here. I haven't figured out quite yet how to go about making the big bucks but I'll let you know when I figure it out.

One piece of advice I found on blogging for money was to write about what you are passionate. So, of course I had to ask myself, "What are you passionate about?" One should know prior to asking themself that question what the answer is but unfortunately I did not. I have no clue what to write about. That is why I have been rambling on about nothing for the past two paragraphs.

So, I guess for lack of anything else to talk about, I'll tell you a little about myself. I am 26 years old. I am single and I live in a townhouse with two roommates. I have a psychology degree and I love people. I work with developmentally disabled. I like my job but I don't think its what I want to do for the rest of my life. But, I don't really know what it is I want to do. Part of me wants to be a counselor. Part of me wants to be a social worker. Part of me wants to wait until I get married and just be a housewife and stay at home mother. Part of me wants to be in full-time ministry or be a missionary. All of these jobs are things I really want. I want more than anything to be a wife and mother. I really really really want to live my life for Jesus and have that be my full time job. I would absolutely love to do missions regularly. But is it possible to do all of these things in one lifetime? Would God have given me all of these desires just for the heck of it? I certainly hope not. But if He does want me to do these things than what's my next step? Where do I go from here? If only making decisions were easy.

Well, for a little bit more about me..... I am going to Africa this summer on a missions trip. Like I said earlier I would love to do missions regularly but I have wanted to go to Africa for as long as I can remember. It's hard for me to believe that I will actually be there in about a month. My dream will be fulfilled. Some questions that are going through my head are "Will I love it as much as I thought I always would?" "Will I hate it?" "If I hate it, why did I have the dream of going for so long? "Why does God want me to go there?" "Will His purpose for me be revealed in this trip?" Not to mention, all of the fears of going outside my comfort zone to fly by myself and go to another country on my own. The thing is, this is so far out of my comfort zone that if I can do this and do it well then there's no telling what else I can do. The whole world is at my fingertips if I just step out in faith.

Now for an end to this blog about nothing in particular. I really hope you all have a wonderful day. I pray blessings over each person who reads this blog. Hopefully you will leave some comments. Give me some ideas to blog about :) Alrighty, peace out homeskillet.